It Feels So Good

Yeah, it feels so good to be able to lay on my stomach again. It has been a long long time. My body feels a lot more relaxed. I also feel like I weigh 40 lbs less. I don't, of course, just 20. Although at least 10 lbs are boobs. I can't wait to work out and get that first sweat going. I think I'll start by slowly walking around the block this week (if Sean lets me).

Leila is doing great. She already weighs 10 lbs. She eats pretty good, although she's a messy eater. I have to put a bib on her so milk doesn't go everywhere. She sleeps all the time and stays up more at night when I'm super tired. I'm glad Sean gets up and helps because I don't know how I would do it. Even with the lights off I can still see her eyes wide open. They're so dark and deep. And beautiful.

I'm happy.